nikkiSCAPE

Soooo... I haven't updated for a while. Well, first of all, I started school. No comment, really. It's school, whatever. I don't struggle with grades or anything, I have no problem with it except that it's boring as hell. That's just the way it is, though, I'll live. More excitingly, I went to House Bunny with a couple of my friends. it was funneh :3 I found this tutorial, well a lot of tutorials actually, that help with anatomy and such. I was looking for something like that. I want to make a cat fursona, but every time I draw a cat it ends up looking messed up. Well, from the side anyway. I can draw their faces (facing forward) and sitting cats (facing forward) pretty well, but not from the side. The reason I'm better at those is because I looked at references and paid attention to their anatomy, lol. The tutorials suggest that beginners start with humans, not animals, so I have a human sketch done. I'll upload it on my deviantart later, and you can see it if you want. Not yet, thought. I might have to ink it first, because my scanner always brings out the ugliest eraser marks in every sketch. Eh.

Nebraska was great. Jade seems to love my grandma's house, she already thinks she owns it. We went shopping for a dress for me for my cousin's wedding, and we chose the first dress I tried on and didn't look any more xD It's pretty! lol

Anyway, I got Eclipse and Breaking Dawn, so now I have all of the Twilight books. I finished Breaking dawn today at... 12:24 am. I EFFING LOVED IT. I kept pronouncing Renesmee ruh-nez-me, when it's ruh-nez-may. Whatever though. The books stand out on my bookshelf. Most of my books are dull oranges, blues, reds, greens, whatever. These are shiny and black. It's like "LOOKIT ME. LOOKIT ME. WE'RE THE BEST F-ING BOOKS ON THIS SHELF AND WE KNOW IT." And they're right. So that was why I hadn't gotten on the computer for 2 days. Well, 4, but that was because I was in Nebraska.

I honestly couldn't be happier right now. Well, maybe I could, but whatever.

Well, today was a pain in the butt. We had to get registered for school. Getting registered wasn't really the problem, but we decided to stop to get the papers so my brother could get his school permit. We had to run to the DOT's office, then to the school to get something signed, and it was just a hassle. Plus, when my parents would ask my brother questions, like "Is it a paper test or do you have to drive?" he would spazz out and say "I don't know!!!!" like they were mad at him. That annoys me so much. Every time you ask him a question or get angry, he spazzes. And that just makes things worse. It's like he thinks it's his fault or something. Like he doesn't want anybody to be mad, ever. I don't know.

Tomorrow I'm going to go visit relatives. We're taking Jade (one of the kittens) to my grandma. My cousin is getting married, and my other cousin and I have to light candles, so we're shopping for dresses too. I'm not getting back until Wednesday. :3

I'm currently working on a project, I'm not telling anybody though. Well, I told one person. It's mostly for myself, but I'm still proud of it so far.

Don't ask me what it is, because I won't tell ;3

My cat (or, more accurately, my grandmas cat) Jade keeps going in front of the screen and pawing at the words I'm typing or the mouse. She's cute x3

My brother is being stupid behind me.

My other brother had a few of his friends over. They all smell bad. Oddly, my cat Timmy was stuffing his face into their shoes. That's kind of a weird thing he does, I don't know why. Anyway, they're all gone now, but I'm going to all out febreeze the basement. They all smell like cigarette smoke and sweat and men's deodorant. The kind that's really strong and stings your nose. I'm extremely happy they're gone.

I need to tell my other brother that I will not let him on the computer and I will not help him unroll himself from the rug. I will also not solve a side on a Rubix cube. T_T

Yep, new layout. I dunno, the other one was great, but I don't think it was really my style... Anyway, I saved it, so if I want it again, I can get it. :D What do you guys think of this new one? I need to re-add the tag board, and I'm taking my playlist off of that post and putting it off to the side.

My friend told me we have a raccoon problem. Her neighbor's cat got killed :( I would be worried about my cats, but we lock them in the garage at night. Even if we didn't, they could hold their own. There's 3 of them (we're giving one to my grandma though) and they're all pretty good fighters. Ugh, they'd probably put the dead raccoon on the front step too...

Dumb cats xD

I got a playlist. I've been trying to do this all day, but all of the other playlist sites don't work with Blogger, I guess. This one looks coolest anyway. I'm going to put it in my profile ;3

I just don't get it. Why would anyone smoke? I mean, you have to force yourself to get addicted, nobody likes their first cigarette. So why start? The whole 'it's cool' thing is stupid. Honestly, the people around you shouldn't effect you so much. I mean, even with positive things, you want to be yourself a little bit. Don't totally follow in other people's footsteps, leave your own mark, you know? lol...

Smoking and drugs and alcohol frustrate me a lot. I guess the reason is because my brother smokes, and he's a total butt about it. Have you heard of the battery powered cigarette's? Basically, they simulate cigarettes almost perfectly (or so I've heard), and emit water vapor instead of... well, cancer. But my brother gives me a ton of bullcrap about how it's people trying to save the environment and an attempt to make people healthy and blah blah blah. Personally, I think some people do go overboard with the environment and health (like Lewis Black said, if you worry about your health, well, you're gonna get effing sick, aren't you?) I don't see why you suddenly become a health nut when you decide you don't want to give yourself stained teeth, wrinkles, cancer, and the like. I mean, what's so bad about taking care of yourself? Honestly, my brother is a total idiot. He thinks he's totally right and logical and smart all the time, but truthfully he just twists things so he looks smart and logical. I can't wait until he goes back to college, he's such a pain to live with... -.-;

edit;; I'm not talking about the brother that inhales cereal in the previous post. He's awesome, but he does annoying things like inhaling cereal xD

WOMG. I has my cookies! They're just cookies with peanut butter cups in them, but I love them ♥ I love peanut butter cups, so these cookies are perfect for me.

My brother has been inhaling his cereal. It's kind of disgusting, they way he slurps it up... SCHHHHHHHHHH-LURP! SCHHHHHHHH-LURP! That's honestly what it sounds like. It's gross! I don't understand how he can love cereal so much. He eats it all the time, and half a box in one meal. I hardly ever get any. I eat some for breakfast, and the next day it's all gone. At least he doesn't like Rice Crispies. At least I can eat those at a decent pace.

Tomorrow I'm going to wake up to go to the Y with my mom. I have to run and stuff, because I'm doing cross country... I'm pretty excited, a ton of my friends are doing it. Once my soccer coach asked me if I was going to go out for track or cross country, he thought I have a runner's build. I'm sure that's just what taking 5 years of gymnastics does to you xD I start the 20th, the same day I start school. I can definitely wait for school to start again. >.<

That's basically all that happened today xD